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Thursday, July 29, 2004
yen ching: heex..erm..i bought it @ isetan..ya..erm..60+ bt discount till 40+ heex..
priness: yoyo..haha..thx wor..muackx..btw..i nt ur grt grand aunt la..haha..is grand aunt onli la.. where gt so old? heex..den xiao wei is ur grt grand ma issit? heex..tc..
hmm..nth much 2 say 2day..haha..juz tired..nt fr studyin..haha..dun no fr wat..hmm..prelim is next wk n yet im slackin..hmm..tml fri liao..another wk pass..time seem 2 pass so fast wor..haix..
k..shall stop here..dun noe wat 2 say oso..haha..
piano*gal >.<
wounds take time 2 heal..i still cant get over wat happened..
thinking of you @ 5:14 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2004
had lots of fun 2day sia..haha..so happy..went wild wild wet..n escape..cos my dad's company fam day celebration..heex..was veri hot leh..i ended up gt sun burn..haha..nw quite RED! haha..bt i tink i gt TAN oso..heex..happy..1st time so black..haha..tink i will b fair soon oso la..haha..my tan nv last..heex..
escape was quite borin..haha..oh well..still had fun though..heex..sat some rides alone..haix..felt quite left out..bt oh well..nth new..haha..bt i still had fun sittin some rides alone..haha..sat vikin quite a no of times..haha..bt quite sick n tired of it aft some time..haha
can u believe it? i bought i bikini yest..cos my dad say my swimmin costume veri old le..haha..i was so happy..haha..den went shoppin 2 buy lo..nv c any veri nice de..haha..den saw dis bikini..i didnt wan buy..bt tt's e onli nice 1 i saw..hmm..gt another 1..bt den e price oso veri nice..haha..so i decided buy tt 1 lo..heex..nv tot i wun ever buy a biniki!! hmm..den i realised i gt sooo much FATS!! omg..haha..wore it 2day though..aiya..dun care la..fats den fats lo..hu cares..nt like i gg there find bf rite? haha..bt im sure m gg 2 jian fei! heex..
hmm..enjoyed 2day..bt feelin guilty nw..cos prelims comin next wk end confirm cant study much oso..haix..stress..yet 2day enjoy myself so much..nv touch a ting!! bt glad a fin my ss le..hmm shld i stay up study lata? hmm..tink i will fall aslp again..haha..as usual..oh well..i beta wake up nw..prelims do badly still ok..cant do badly 4 o lvl..i'll die!!
piano*gal >.<
-study hard!!-
thinking of you @ 8:36 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
wah sianx..haven started studyin 2day..haha..lata i go do my ss hw..hmm..dun noe hw study ss sia..cos e text veri confusin..haha..dun understand..mayb lata go write some notes..den easier.. hmm..tml cant study le..cos gg wild wild wet wif fam..haha..excited leh..heex..so muz fin work n everyting by 2day..heex..
hmm..yest's mood was pretty mad..haha..nw veri irritated..argh..helpin my cousin do some stupid proj abt george washington's timelife..so fustrated..everytime my mum's relative gt prob they will find my mum..den my mum like everyting oso wanna help..*gt her genes* it's like she dun noe when 2 let go man..haix..oh well..
juz nw piano teacher came..she came earlier..den we end up talkin..heex..den realised her life dun look tt simple..hmm..i used 2 tink she veri carefree..enjoy life..she does enjoy..she looks @ e bright side of life..hmm..k..shall nt say 2 much..heex..bt tt talk made mi tink..we dun noe wat is reali gg on in other ppl's life..even frdz dun noe another frd's life..mayb best frdz oso nt veri sure abt each other's life..*if there is such a ting as best frdz* ya..so mayb i haf been always wrong.. so wrong..hmm..aiya..e world is juz so complicated..so nice 2 b an innocent baby..haha..oh well..ppl grow up..n mature n learn fr mistakes..
piano*gal >.<
-no matter hw far..u'll always b in my heart..-
thinking of you @ 2:30 PM
Friday, July 23, 2004
hmm..cant say i had a great day 2day la..dun wanna go into 2 much details..haha..
oh well..dun noe wanna b happy tt sun im gg out ma..haha..wif fam of cos..heex..erm..i haven reali studied 4 prelims..juz read here in there..i dun noe hw m i suppose 2 fin studyin ss..haha..i noe..i deserve it..nv start earlier..bt honestly..i dun noe hw 2 study..cos my mind will wonder.. can say i lack self-motivation ba..haix..hmm..can say i tired of being stress..being so 'guai' when im nt..tired of puttin a happy front..haha..guess it still depend on mi rite?
hw life goes is still i choose..n if e choices i make r wrong..den i haf 2 bear e consequences myself n onli myself..haix..so many times i wished i was nt borned into dis world..bt since im born..i cant kill myself rite? i gt 2 live my life happily..n 2 b happy or nt..is my decision..bt sometimes it's juz so hard 2 b happy..tt word has become veri foreign 2 mi..i rem i used 2 b a happy-go-lucky person..or mayb i hav been like tt all along..bt onli realised it nw..
piano*gal
im tired..reali..mayb i shld let go..haix..i dun noe wat haf i become..
thinking of you @ 6:56 PM
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
hmm..wat can i say? im e biggest slacker on earth? haha..ms lim said we shld b doin our 2nd revision by nw..n guess wat? i haven even done half of my revision..haha..feelin stress..yet slackin n doin nth abt it..veri irritatin rite? haix..
nth on my mind rite nw..oh ya..tml gt hist seq 2 do..plus it's close bk..im so gg 2 do badly 4 it man..oh well..honestly..i dun noe wat i haf become...
oh ya..mon had a mass lecture in e hall aft sch..was such a waste of TIME! they went a big round n e msg was askin us 2 change our attitude abt studies..hmm..bt den some teacher's 'speech' made sense..haix..if i dun work hard nw..im gg 2 regret 4eva..everytime i tell myself i will work hard..bt den i always seem 2 fail..i reali lack self motivation n self determination..haix..
i beta stop complainin liao..cos it wun help..agree? nw still nt 2 late ba..still gt time..i beta wake up..i've been dreamin 4 2 long...
piano*gal >.<
"If I have to leave you, I want you to know that in the end, it wasn't because Istopped caring, it was because you stopped being a friend."
-unknown-
thinking of you @ 4:37 PM
Sunday, July 18, 2004
hmm..tue went out wif dar..heex..happy happy..heex..took neoprints..hmm..felt like e old times.. hope we can keep tings up man..heex..
wed went out wif him..end up walkin separate way..we quarrelled..ya..honestly..i dun noe is whose fault la..cos i gave him cold shoulder..mayb it was mine? oh well..over liao..tt day ok le.. haha..we everytime oso like tt de..ya..bt i learnt 1 ting..dun force myself 2 meet him when i dun wan 2..cos i will end up givin him cold shoulder..n every1 become unhappy..he lost his ring tt day! quite upset la..bt oh well..gg get another pair wif him soon.. (",)
dis few days gt veri bad mood swing sia..haha..veri ez irritated..erm..mayb tt was e cause 4 tt day ba..oh well..my mm kanna fr mi e most..sori..dun mean 2 shout..
yest was dar aud sweet 16 bday!! heex..muackx..hope u had a great time no fri..
yest i had eng prelim oral oso..was well..okok la..bt mrs cindy soon prompt mi a lot..haha..dun tink i can do veri well..hmm..talk abt studies..i cant rem wat i even study leh..n it's onli a bit..im so dead man..i dn noe hw m i gg do well..4 prelims..cos i reali dun noe hw 2 study..argh!! nvm i shall study 4 e sake of o lvl..nt prelims..cos i nt gg jc 4 e 1st 3mths..heex..
piano*gal >.<
-when will my reflection show hw i m inside?-
thinking of you @ 4:00 PM
Monday, July 12, 2004
wat e hell..i reali gt nth 2 say abt my sch man..they everytime treat us like shit lo.. nw den i noe..they nv treat us as under them b4!! den we do all e shit n crap 4 them is like waste all out bloody time!! so nt fair can?! we r oso humans lo..plz treat us as humans can?! everyting is our fault meh?! no lo..mayb we haf our errors..bt den they cannot say we nv teach e sec3 lo..they oso cannot say we did NTH!! even if some of us slack..bt den e exco did A LOT!! hw can they insult us like tt?! den they leh?! they gt set gd examples 2 us?!?! NV!!!! den hw can they say us?! when they themselves r like tt?
i wanna c hw e sch gg 2 die next yr! i'll b e 1st 2 laugh man..hahaha..e sch everytime is activities come 1st..den they tink we so great like tt lo..wat e hell..they nv tink of our feelings..even mrs a. tan tries 2 understand n stand up 4us lo..all they care is FACE!! den they always ask us study hard..den dun gif us time..hw will we feel? they say we unhappy tell them..den like no use oso..i dun care liao..i gg 2 unbutton..they wan scold they scold..hu cares?! no wonder e sch stud dun perform well..our sch results like shit..mayb it's e students' fault la..mayb we dun study hard enough..bt den..they oso part 2 blame oso rite?
sori if dis entry 2much..bt plz understand..anyway had 2 type my feelings 2 de-stress.. nw dun noe if i shld go choir photo takin nt..haix..she gg leh..shld i? mayb i will..bt horx..like no meanin lo..mrs low nt there..she is e 1 hu been thru so much wif us..den ya..sad..bt last yr liao..shld i? argh!! so fan..ok..guess i wun go liao..cos reali meaningless..i noe a lot of sec4 nt gg lo..den wat's e pt? we been thru so much..they dun wanna take pic..den is our juniors..true..will miss some juniors..bt den i rather we take @ farewell party..more relax..plus i dun tink i'll b able 2 smile..since im so pissed..
ok..i totally agree..i've changed..haix..tml we gg out le..dun noe if we'll b veri veri quiet..or will b like last time jk ard..crappin..hmm..tings changed so fast man..bt as long as e frdship is there ba..yupx..i'll try 2 get closer..hope we can get over dis 'hardship' n our frdship will b stronger..hmm..mayb there r times when i may seem fake..bt ya..
piano*gal >.<
missing you..
thinking of you @ 4:29 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2004
wat can i say? saw some irritatin person online juz nw..oh well.. blocked him le..he wan angry den let him angry lo..i dun wan care le..i tink i care 2 much liao..den everytime i wan angry wif ppl dun dare tell them..end up keep all e anger in myself..so fustratin..
hmm..2day 11/7..exactly 1more mth i will b takin my piano prac exam le..*11/8* hmm..dun noe wat 2 feel..n it clashes wif my prelims oso! nvm..i muz do well 4 both!!
piano*gal >.<
humans r so hard 2 understand..
thinking of you @ 4:16 PM
Saturday, July 10, 2004
hey every1..haha..2 hyper 2day..heex..mayb cos of yest ba..haha.. so happy leh..'patch' wif my old darlink..heex..looks like our frdship gt hope again..heex..dar amelia say muz smile till like dis ^___________^ haha..ok lo..i'll try 2 b always happy wor..n dun tink so much..heex..
yay..tue comin liao..heex..cant wait 2 go out wif u..heex..3more dayx!! heex..
yest 1st time nt angry tt he went hm late den nv pei wo..haha.. mayb cos i studyin? bt cannot b ma..cos i last time studyin liao will still feel upset..haha..bt oh well..im tryin 2 change myself heex..muz stay happy amanda..*mi crazy liao*
5simple rules 2 be happy: 1.free ur heart fr hatred 2.free ur mind fr worries 3.live simply 4.gif more 5.expect less
k la..beta stop here..heex..
piano*gal >.<
no1 can ever replace u in my heart..darlinks 4eva!!
thinking of you @ 2:43 PM
Friday, July 09, 2004
hmm..2day step down le..last day of councillor!! yay! happy..bt pissed wif e sch lo..we dun haf any ceremony where we officially step..den it's like no1 noes lo..wat e hell.. den our blouse like cant unbutton..last yr prefect can..dis yr cannot..wat e hell..so unfair..bt den again since when was e sch fair?! mon muz button up go e sch..den no badge no tie..so bloody weird..like last yr like tt..b4 gt invested..haix..bt den photo takin onli den put on everyting..like so fake can! *irritatin* choir photo takin @ 6.10 leh..so late..dun noe if i wanna go nt..haix..bt den again..mon gt remedial 4 eng..so mayb juz go lo..study in sch..heex..
next wk onwards..i shld b comin online less le..cos gg stay in sch study..yupx..prelims is less den a mth away!! stress man..bt oh well..beta den workin life..heex..
piano*gal >.<
hope 2 faster grad!! bt she bu de my frdz..n my life in sec sch..
thinking of you @ 4:54 PM
Monday, July 05, 2004
yu guo tian qing le..heex..been feeling down bt aft yest was ok le..heex thx 4 those hu tried 2 cheer mi up..heex..n hu were there 4 mi..
many ppl say we muz always look on e bright side of tings..i agree bt sometimes when we r veri veri upset..we juz 4get..juz wanna cry..hmm..or mayb tt's hw i feel.. i reali wanna change myself man..i dun wan depent on ppl..cos nt everytime they can b there 4 mi rite? i onli gt myself 2 cheer myself up..i gt 2 try even harder..
gt 2 rush hw lata..haha..haven been studyin man..haix..prelims less den a mth!! oh well.
piano*gal >.<
thx 4 toleratin my bad mood swings..
thinking of you @ 11:35 AM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
xin veri luan nw man..haix..being human is nt ez..being a gd human is much worse man..i dun wan 2 hurt any1.. bt i dun wan 2get hurt myself..haix..
oh well..enough of tt..2personal 2 write here..haha
sat was listenin..haha..was okok la..bt horx..some of e qn reali veri 'messy' den horx we like gt diff ans de..haha..bt oh well..i learnt tt 2 tink abt it when it's over oso no use..bt horx..i tink i muz retake p1 n p2 le..haha..wed is my oral le..den chi is over unless i retake lo..yupx..i scared oral sia..cos i dun noe wat 2 say de lo..haha sianx..bt aiya still haf 2 sit 4 it ma..bo pian..heex..
heard tt councillor gg step down soon..13 july? heex..happy!!
piano*gal >.<
im tired..when will b e time when u wun break ur promise?
thinking of you @ 3:30 PM
Thursday, July 01, 2004
hmm..a frd of mine taught mi someting veri gd 2day..heex..4get abt e past..whether u passed or failed..juz work harder nw..sure can do it..heex..thx..i guess ppl juz need confidence..esp given by other ppl..
2day go sch..was ok la..bt had 6 periods of humans!! haha..can die..was sort of boring leh..heex..bt oh well..tml leh..is sci day..4periods chem in e mornin..den 3periods phy aft recess..n 3periods eng..oh well..
piano*gal >.<
wat's e past is e past..wateva u do..u cant change it..so move on..cos e world will nt stop changin juz cos of u...
thinking of you @ 5:24 PM
wishing for--*
* new tops/ bottoms/ jumper
* nail polish
* new highlights for hair
* new heels
* new diary (notebook)
* have a beta 2007
* be more decisive
movie list--*
happy feet
open season
Night at the Museum
charlotte's web
eragon
= the holiday =
curse of e golden flower
= zodiac =
= TMNT =
= Ghost Rider =
= Spider Man 3 =